Tuesday, August 28, 2012

should I?

Dear My Beloved GOD,
why should i feel ashamed to look at myself while i'm watching over myself in the mirror?
that woman over there is looking down!
with an empty soul, she's still dancing on her behalf along with the music played
the tears started to fall, yeah she's crying now.
crying because of her weakness,
her failures,
scared to hurt others.
oh My GOD, what's wrong?

YOUR way that you lead me to, am i too far to following it?
why did i have to scream to myself?
feels like i'm not going to where i have belong to!
but can't i just say i'm tired enough and i'm surrender?
i knew it, i've promised a couple of times that i won't do that.

*sigh*
really i am scared

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