Not a really bad day

wassup
so yeah, i don't know how to say this. but let me tell you about what i've learned last night.
*sigh*

Lately, i was wondering how thankful i am because of GOD's love.
its much getting greater. yeah its awesome, and i just can't stop say ALHAMDULILLAH enough.
So, yesterday i went to my classmates from elementary school. which is its been a long time ago, i didn't get a chance to meet them.
the three of us really had our own schedule. so yeah i'm really excited to meet them.

2:00p.m one of my friend (called ami) picked me up to go to Dinda's house.
and we started simply talked aboutour life.
then we reached dinda's home and when we got there, we saw her parents.
yes its aunt n uncle's Jacob. don't tell me you do remember Jacob because of twillight?lol
no no, they're pretty human. i mean they are really a normal human.*lame*
its great to see them live a happily life and in a good health condition

after that, her parents told us to go upstairs and just enter dinda's room
three of us really had a good time, spent our time like this was really hard.
we did talk, laugh, even tried nail-art and makeup things

after our girlish things done, there was blankout accident, so amy and i decided to go back home
so this is the point.
when we're on our way, may bag's got mugged
2seconds i was like "astaghfirullah al azim"
then amy saw it, and we screamed as loud as we can to get help catch that thiefs.
its 2 people riding motorbike, and one another being a fake helper for us.sh*t.
unfortunately, we couldn't catch it. because i'm pretty sure they got another way.
so my bag's(*cough* my mom's bag) and my wallet was gone

then, i called my parents to know about our condition.
its a good thing we are fine.
i don't give a damn if my wallet n bag got stollen, but i really wish the thief somewhat will get traffic accident, then die.
i've asked amy to rest awhile, besides i went to police's office to report that incident what i've got, then we both went home.

NB: TO WOMAN EVERYWHERE YOU ARE, MAKE SURE YOU HAVE A SAFE RIDE. DON'T FORGOT TO STAY FOCUSS TO YOUR BAG, SURROUNDINGS, AND PLEASE BE AWARE!

I used to... yesterday

I'd never have a thought of missing you by the time has been gone.
yes, its you..for the first when i used to love you more than me.
the name whom i often say in my pray who i used to love...
you're comeback to me
why?
why you'd choose to know about me,
to care about me,
what i'm doing nowadays, and everything that you had been missing.
even thought i know you will denied it, you're just came right after me.

you know what?
the hardest thing what i mostly did yesterday, was to disappear?
i've been hiding all my fears, to let you know that i'm fine

11years ago...
did you remember what i've said?

"i want to be a doctor."
then you said, "its a good thing! what about me? i guess i want to be a pilot"
i doubt it "don't you also think you will be awesome if you were a doctor?"

have you ever wondered what my pray's like for you?

GOD you can hear me, don't YOU?
let's grant for his wish to become what he wants

different steps after we graduated from junior high school made me insecured.
you've changed a lot eversince we graduated. you forgot about me.
you didn't want to talk, replied my message, answered my call.
by then, i realized that you're not part of me never again.

that was not the end... i've tried so many things just to know how've you been lately.
and such a waste, that i found out you're engaged to another girl.
I used to think about you day & night, while studying for being a doctor just for you?
that was the worst day for the first time of my life!
a lil girl had a brokenheart.
its a cliche to write down in a story lines.
words can't express what it was really like. i'm not sure, that i didn't cry. LOL afterwards, i decided to forget about you.

we are a college student right now.
i've changed my mind for become a doctor, to enter economic banker faculty.
thanks to technology inovations, we were reunited again.
by that i know that you're entering medical university.
funny to find out about that, that supposed to be me, right? LOL
at first, i'm just a part of member.
i didn't even know that you were there too. and you've added my contact at night, and i saw it in the next day, right after i opened my eyes. why did you have to comeback? i know i'm such a hypocrite not to mention how happy i was.. but, i've determined. not to even try for once to love you.again.
i'm leaving.
goodbye memories =]
its nice to ever had you once, yesterday...

should I?

Dear My Beloved GOD,
why should i feel ashamed to look at myself while i'm watching over myself in the mirror?
that woman over there is looking down!
with an empty soul, she's still dancing on her behalf along with the music played
the tears started to fall, yeah she's crying now.
crying because of her weakness,
her failures,
scared to hurt others.
oh My GOD, what's wrong?

YOUR way that you lead me to, am i too far to following it?
why did i have to scream to myself?
feels like i'm not going to where i have belong to!
but can't i just say i'm tired enough and i'm surrender?
i knew it, i've promised a couple of times that i won't do that.

*sigh*
really i am scared

meringkuk

Maybe I'm too young to learn how to fly,
Maybe I'm just a kid inside,
Maybe I'm just hate to know that I'm growing old,
Maybe I'm just worried too much...

I wonder who is he?

Assalamu'alaikum!
Ga tau kenapa sebelum log in ke blogger ide buat nulis itu rasanya sampe pengen pecahin kepala saking banyaknya, eh pas log in ke blog itu rasanya nihil Щ(ºДºщ)

Oke kali ini, sebelum lupa...mari kita nge blog :)
Jadi begini...
Belakangan, lagi sering banget mimpi orang yang ga dikenal
Dan anehnya, dari beberapa mimpi yang ada, orangnya itu-itu terus..
Terakhir di mimpi si orang yang dimimpi itu bener-bener ngelindungin banget, perhatian, pinter, slengek-an...
Tapi kok mimpi yang ini berasa nyata banget

Semacam meraga sukma ke masa depan
But, yeah those dream were only mean to be sweet dream.
I don't know yet, when will it happen, with who..
Cuma yaa makasih banget udah ngingetin di mimpi kalo masa depan itu ga perlu di buru-buru,
Ikutin alur yang ada :)

how precious you are

i would like to say thank you for those important role in my Life:

#1 MY GOD, My ALLAH SWT



tanpa berkah dan nikmat yang SELALU ENGKAU berikan, aku tak akan berarti.
hidupku, matiku... hanya milikMU

#2 FAMILY



Kalian-lah yang mengajariku bagaimana menjadi MANUSIA DEWASA
Ibu & Bapak yang selalu memberikan kasih sayang nya sepanjang waktu
Kakak & Adik yang selalu memberikan bantuan dan ilmu yang bermanfaat

#3 BEST FRIENDS:

Karina Detri Amalia
Nuraini Andhyka Sari
Qintha Arleta

Time Machine

hari ini dapet lagu baru judulnya sama dengan judul post kali ini, "Time Machine".
Sedikit tentang lagu tsb, Hiro sebagai produser lagu ini berasal dari Jepang, dan inspirasinya berasal dari kondisi setelah Jepang terkena Tsunami. Sebagai produser, dia lebih memilih untuk memberikan lagu tsb untuk SNSD.
Saya pribadi lebih memilih lagu tersebut dinyanyikan oleh dirinya sendiri, dibandingkan harus diberikan ke SNSD.

I'm not a GOD, so I even can't blame it to him..



Time Machine, that was our greediest request ever as a human.
We are walking this way of life, its possible if we ever got a wrong way.
Every chances we had, were flew somewhere with memories.
The last thing we know, we had complaint about it.
Such as, "as if".

Normally we are human.
how smart we are, that couldn't make any sense that we could predict exactly which path is the best for us going to..
What kind of problems and what kind of solution we have to used it.
At the end, one mistake got one regret.

If someday human could create ones,
I'm not sure it would help our problems.
Better if we are just being like this,
After all this is our mystery.
A lot of surprise moments, even the worst one.